Baby at 8 wks 4 days. I am offically 3 months and for some crazy reason i thought that would mean that this morning sickness would magically disappear. Being wrong has never made me feel so sick! I am supposed to go to the dr's this week and have an ultrasound but i dont think i can cuz i might not have insurance while my dad is on strike. He doesnt know if he's on strike but chances are he is and will be when i'm supposed to go to dr's. Oh well. Easter is coming up and i have fun family coming into town so thats exciting. I am struggling to comprehend why i am paying for rent in burbank. It completely fustrates me to the point where i have nightmares about it. My dreams lately consist of not liking some people right now, a brown haired baby and high school.I dont know where high school comes into play but thats usually the setting of my dreams these days. My parents are in the process of getting ready to sell their house, which i am still shocked they want to do, so everything is getting painted and cleaned. Its kinda exciting but scary at the same time. I would like a clean slate to decorate for baby and get my living space organized. I wish Bethany was here. I really miss her a lot, to the point where i fight back tears thinkin about it. I so wish she could be here with me with all these changes I'm going through. But i am so happy that shes only a phone call away. Im goin to hang out with Rachy soon, which i love. I can be lazy and tired with her and she doesnt mind. In fact we both always have so much to bitch about that hanging out consist of driving around listenin to taylor swift and pointing out everyone who we dislike that day. I was thinking i would like to have another black and white party...i want more money so i can buy a private jet for bethany.
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Jackie I wish we both had private jets!
I miss you so much too!!!!!!!!! I want to help you organize and clean too!
Oh and speaking of black & white part, weird, I just printed all these old pictures I found and some of them were from that, pictures of decor and such, and all these oldies when you had glasses!!! ha. I love it.
Lets talk on the phone more!!
your dads on strike? no insurance??? what does this mean for you?? I thought we discovered a solution for the "rent" stich?
yea well i have so many bills and my ticket which is $411 and my car registration that is $200 i'm giving her and my landlord my 30 day notice..thers just no way i can pay for all of it! but my dad isnt on strike but theres no new contract? i dunno but i have insurance...i just had another ultrasound..i'll put some pics up..
YAY!
where are you???
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