so today was my first day of feeling pregnant..i'm starting to show a little bit and although i went down a pants size i cant help but notice this puge on my stomach growing from its already protruding size..i wore this shirt today that I knew I'd would later regret wearing..and yep. all day i felt like people were like.." is she pregnant or is she just fat?" woo hoo. Rachy and I went and took pictures together today. Last week I met this lady who is a photographer and she wanted to take pictures of my belly as it gets bigger and then of the baby when he or she comes. And just so you know Bethany I did this for you! I know you want belly pictures and frankly I just feel weird taking pictures of my stomach. Rachy came cuz I thought you needed some pictures of her too :) But once I get some of those pictures I'll put them on here so you can check them out..
Pregnancy Status: I am 4 months and 2 days pregnant and I still havent gained any weight..(I'm not worried cuz I hear that being pregnant can make you fat, one of the many things i have learned from Britney) I find out if this baby is a she or a he on May 20th, which is quite exciting. I along with everyone else want a girl...and before i thought it was a boy...now I'm not so sure. But I do have some names picked out..Avery or Eliot for a girl and Ezekiel for a boy.. I like Emerson for a girl too but I think its too manly and i like Sawyer Hill for a boy but that might be too celebrity like..i dunnoo..It's obvious to me that naming a dog is much easier then a child haha...but once i know if its a he or a she that should be easier..
Overall things are good... I'm havin little moments of freaking out...and big moment of worry but I hope to God that the come less frequently. I think i need to start writing my life so its not stuck in my head..haunting me. Somewhere private.. but then again maybe I dont wanna be that honest with myself anyways haha
