So bethany helped me create this thing, and I'm glad she did cuz I needed and outlet for all these mixed emotions. I've been wanting to put in words how completly blessed I feel to have the friends I do...and the family I have. So be prepared for some real cheesiness...I'm not sure if I can help it...
Faithy..
Even though you live for away..it just proves that you and me are lifers. We always said it was God who brought us together, and I believe it. You are that childhood friend that every girl should have. We've learned and grown together. And to you I am so thankful. You are apart of all my greatest memories...from summer camps to stupid highschool pranks. It's really hard to believe that we've been friends since I was 11...perfect timing to have such a strong, caring friend. I love you more and more as time passes, and I'm completely amazed on how your life has come about. You're still that strong and caring person, who touch peoples lives the moment they meet you. I'm so excited to see how your future plays out...most of all I can't wait to be there when you get married! It's that new chapter of your life that God has perfectly planned. I'm just lucky enough to watch all the blessings He has play out in your life. Your apart of who I am...and always will be.
Bethany-
Oh man where to start. You've got me and I got you. It just the way its gotta be. I need that consistent light to bring me to my senses...and clear all the noise in my head. Most of all your that person I can rely on to make me laugh...and to spend a loong lazy day with and be perfectly content. So many things we've done and conversations that we've had has shown to me to be the things that I treasure the most. Even time when you were livin with me...and pretty much dyin..somehow I find good memories outta that. Everything that's seems like typical bethany and jackie activities haven't changed..and I wish I could take them and you with me when I leave. You're that rhythm i need in my life...you help create a much needed balance . Something I'll always come to you for. It's really starting to hit me how hard its gonna be to not have you in my daily life. I'm not done unknowingly making great memories with you..and I know moving isn't the ending of anything...But I'm gonna always wish you were just across town..or in the other room. I love you Bethany..more then i can even put in words. I know God knew I needed someone like you in my life. To help me grow as a better person, and prepare me for what's next. Because with you I always have someone to rely on...and most importantly He knew I needed that in you.
Rachy-
I swear you and me are kindred spirits. I haven't felt so attached and connected to someone as I do with you. Your my emotional rock...the one I can come so undone with and somehow sense is made in all of it. And if anyone can do it you know they've gotta be a hell of a person. And to me you are perfect timing. I feel like whatever I go through you are there to tell my your been there advice. It's always advice I need...what I can rely on hearing from you. This world is so unpredictable and confusing but know that you can take on anything. You're a lot stronger then you even realize. You deserve the absolute best in life, and I know changes are coming for you...and I can't wait to see what that will be. With all our conversations and target trips, a friendship has grown into something more then I even realized. Something that I can't ever lose...it's amazing to me that I have someone like you in my life..someone I feel like I can relate to on so many levels. And I'm not kiddin when I say I'm attached...its for real...and kinda ridiculous..haha. Most of all thank you for just bein you...Because I need you in my life...perfectly the way you are
To all my friends here at home...there's something in all of you that has made my life so great. I told you this was gonna be soo cheesy but I gotta say that I feel like the most blessed person ever...I couldn't ask for better friends...and awesome memories....
and to you who will be goin to club bang this weekend....let the memories rollllll on!
i love you alll...
4 comments:
you just made a real cheese burger, you know that?! just kidding, im retarded. ANYWHO i love you im glad i get to be a part of your life. I feel like your dying of cancer now or something, jeeze.
I'm proud of you for finally making that big move you have been talking about since i met you. im sure at times it will be rough and lonely but knowing you: you will make friends fast and it will fun mostly.
anyways, get over here so we can lay out. im only skinny in the morning, then i bloat. HAHAHAHA. damnit.
ps-don't stop writing in this.
It wasn't cheesy! It was real good. It is kind of weird that you have known me since you were 11... CRAZY! We have had some real good times together. I probably wouldn't have made it through high school without you too. I mean i was homeschooled and all. Talk about nerd:) But now it's time for the ugly duckling to blossom... Haha, j/k.
I know God did put us together, I still know that to be so true. so I know that He still has plans for you and I. I pray that our friendship would still change, grow and adapt through the rest of our lives. I am real, real excited for your move and to see all that God has for you in this new time. God bless you in this time and everything you are about to do in LA. I love you so much!
bloggin it up yooo
where are you? no blog??
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